feared anger

"Feared Anger"... You fear anger? Can I ask you, do you fear it because of the anger itself? Or does the fear have to do with what comes with it?...

It may seem like a strange question. I've never feared anger myself, on the contrary in a way. But recently I've had an experience that lead to this: Fearing a certain kind of anger, because of what comes with it... or rather, because of what cannot come with it: Relief.

So I'm just interested in hearing if this is what you meant, since I've never discussed it with anybody before and I've always thought it strange how people can just live with anger - and even more how people can live without getting more angry than they apparently do.

If my question is unwanted, please just dismiss it. I didn't mean to be intrusive!